Parivartan

hellozzz,

it's been a really long since i've written something as i was not well for last 5-7 days and for the rest of the time i was busy doing something which i am not made for.sometimes i feel how many of us do what they really want to do in life, was i born only to be a tech specialist working on f****ng computers, did god have only this requirement in his/her mind when he was thinking of a creation named anuj. however lets talk like an optimist and not a pessimist.so lets talk about reason behind our existance. what i think about myself is that am i suppose to do just a freaking job and die like just another useless man, who made no changes his like and did everything what we've been doing for years without even thinking about "change".

I have spent 24 yrs of my life and believe me i have done nothing for anybody else apart from "MYSELF". when i was 4, i started studying for MY career, got through horrible phase called "BOARD EXAMINATION" ( and those were the worst days of my life, apart from the time which i spent with my friends). then i started BCA agan for MY career and now working for MY family, working hard for MY growth and saving money for MY future and taking care of MY family.If i remove that "MY" then life would have been really different and a lot more satisfying, i have no complaints with my life as god has been really kind to me. but while walking down the street or just driving or while doing nothing i just keep thinking does my existance really make a difference to anybody.

if i see a beggar, very easily i can give him few coins (as nobody wants to keep chillar in the pocket). But still nothing changes and as i have been doing this BLAH-BLAH about Changes, i am talking about "change to better" and not "better to change" and this change is not about getting rid of the bordem but it's about
changing the reason to live and i think it's a change which we all need to make.

Now comes the question "what to change??" . So in this regard i think that there are countless problem which we talk about everyday like politics, terrorism and poverty, population etc. We think what will change if we start working for an NGO and planting trees, my take on this one is even if we are just a zillionth part of thing world, if we are changed, a zillionth part of the world is changed and that would make this world a better place to live if every human being tries to change just one thing in the entire life and i am not talking about a revolution or a "DHARNA-PRADARSHAN" but just small things in our daily lives. If we talk about poverty particularly in india, there are many people for whom 100 Rs. or 1000 Rs or for the matter 100000 Rs hold no value and at the same time there are people who's life can change in just 100 Rs. and that change would be a two time meal as it itself is a very big change for millon of indians.


let's do something...